thankful thursdays {26}

3.31.2011


I'm back with a small little list of thanks this week from
I'm thankful for...
friends that make me laugh til my tummy hurts
peanut butter and banana sandwiches
getting a free massage at work
God's timely provision of a new roomie for the summer
driving with the windows down
63° and sunny... hello, flip flops!
rejoicing over new found freedom
sweet little text messages
my amazing preceptor on BMT
heart level conversations with close friends
working out with Jillian Michaels and the roommates
a great induction ceremony to sigma theta tau
parents who support me in everything i do
the gorgeous sunset on wednesday night
a canceled psych lecture that allowed for a little extra sleeping in
random kindness from strangers
little green hints of spring
tea at bedtime
good news from far away friends
God's trustworthy promises


May you see the abundance of blessings in your life today... No matter what you're walking through, I believe that they are there! May God give you the eyes and heart to see them clearly.

Lent (part 3)

3.30.2011


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Oh goodness, this Lenten season has been one for the books, dear friends... Despite my wandering affections, Christ remains so consistent in His love for me and continues to prove himself to be endlessly faithful in my life. I promise to write more about my surrender very soon... but today I want to highlight a few more point's from The Passion of Jesus Christ (by John Piper):

Christ suffered & died...

To Bring Us to Faith and Keep Us Faithful (Mark 14:24, Jeremiah 32:40) - "When Christ died, he secured for his people not only new hearts but new security. He will not let them turn from him. He will keep them. They will persevere. The blood of the covenant guarantees it."

To Make us Holy, Blameless, and Perfect (Hebrews 10:14, Colossians 1:22, 1 Corinthians 5:7) - "The suffering of Christ secures our perfection so firmly that it is already now a reality. Therefore, we fight against our sin not simply to become perfect, but because we are. The death of Jesus is key to battling our imperfections on the firm foundation of our perfection."

To Give Us a Clear Conscience (Hebrews 9:14) - "When our conscience rises up and condemns us, where will we turn? We turn to Christ. We turn to the suffering and death of Christ -- the blood of Christ. This is the only cleansing agent in the universe that can give the conscience relief in life and peace in death."

To Obtain for Us All Things That Are Good for Us (Romans 8:32) - "God will meet every real need, including the ability to rejoice in suffering when many felt needs do not get met. God will meet every real need, including the need for grace to hunger when the felt need for food is not met. the suffering and death of Christ guarantee that God will give us all things that we need to do his will and give him glory and to attain everlasting joy."

To Heal Us from Moral and Physical Sickness (Isaiah 53:5, Matthew 8:16-17) - "The way Christ defeated death and disease was by taking them on himself and carrying them with him to the grave... One day all disease will be banished from God's redeemed creation. There will be a new earth. We will have new bodies... And all who love Christ will sing songs of thanks to the Lamb who was slain to redeem us from sin and death and disease."

To Give Eternal Life to All Who Believe on Him (John 3:16) - "So eternal life is not merely the extension of this life with its mix of pain and pleasure. It is supreme and ever-increasing happiness where all sing and all sadness will be gone. All that is evil and harmful in this fallen creation will be removed. All this is good - all that will bring true and lasting happiness - will be preserved and purified and intensified."

To Deliver Us from the Present Evil Age (Galatians 1:4) - "When Christ went to the cross, he set millions of captives free. He unmasked the devil's fraud and broke his power... Don't follow a defeated foe. Follow Christ. It is costly. You will be an exile in this age. But you will be free."

thankful thursdays {25}

3.17.2011



discovering purple potatoes (you've gotta try em)
a bit of new found energy
lessons in humility & service
fresh pineapple
sharing life's excitements with friends
and the disappointments too
a new little dance move (right kaitlyn?!)
t-face calling me j-crew
this song, oh and this one too
scoring 100% on my psych nursing test. holla.
a lovely little chat with julie and jace
an error on a student's paper that read "soft more" instead of "sophomore"
helping two hilarious students write a grad speech... oh dear.
a lunch date with my momma
surviving a long string of 12-hour shifts after day light savings

+ check out the countdown on the side bar...
we've passed the big Five-Oh mark, people!

+ Shannon is in town! More to come on this front soon, so stay tuned!


I am so excited for this week's highlight... Blogging world, this is my dear friend,
Jasa

{Jasa and her hubby, Zane}

10 Reasons I am thankful for Jasa:
{1} She is one of the most genuine people I have ever known
{2} She has a heart of gold
{3} She has a super goofy side
{4} Her smile brightens up the room
{5} She always ALWAYS commits to praying for me
{6} She truly cares about people
{7} She is a woman after God's heart
{8} She is a good wife and momma
{9} She has a big sense of adventure
{10} She has wisdom beyond her years (and shares it with me)

Love you, sweet friend!

Lent (part 2)

3.16.2011


Week 1 of Lent has come and gone. And, oh boy, I am learning so much through it. In one little week, I've seen just how often I fail at surrendering control of my life... But by God's amazing grace, he continues to pursue me and gently helps me to loosen my grip on the things of this world. The things that keep me from worship and keep me from laughter and joy and trust. I am so in awe of my Savior, whose love has absolutely nothing to do with me. I am a piece of work, but he continues to lavish His love upon me all the same. Brennan Manning puts it this way:
“He is not moody or capricious; he knows no seasons of change. He has a single relentless stance toward us: he loves us. He is the only God man has ever heard of who loves sinners. False gods — the gods of human manufacturing — despise sinners, but the Father of Jesus loves all, no matter what they do. But of course this is almost too incredible for us to accept. Nevertheless, the central affirmation of the Reformation stands: through no merit of ours, but by his mercy, we have been restored to a right relationship with God through the life, death, and resurrection of his beloved Son. This is the Good News, the gospel of grace.”
As promised, here are a few more highlights from Piper's book, The Passion of Jesus Christ. May they cause your heart to marvel at the beauty of this humble Savior.

Christ suffered & died...

To Become a Ransom for Many (Mark 10:45) - "No one is excluded from this salvation who embraces the treasure of the ransoming Christ."

For the Forgiveness of Our Sins (Ephesians 1:7, Matthew 26:28) - "The injury done to God's glory by our sin must be repaired so that in justice his glory shines more brightly. And if we criminals are to go free and be forgiven, there must be some dramatic demonstration that the honor of God is upheld even though former blasphemers are being set free. That is why Christ suffered and died."

To Provide the Basis for Our Justification
(Romans 5:9, Romans 3:24, Romans 3:28) - "The verdict of justification does not make a person just. It declares a person just... The moral change we undergo when we trust Christ is not justification. The Bible usually calls that sanctification -- the process of becoming good. Justification is not that process. It is not a process at all. It is a declaration that happens in a moment. A verdict: Just! Righteous!"

To Complete the Obedience that Becomes Our Righteousness (Philippians 2:8, Romans 5:19, 2 Corinthians 5:21, Philippians 3:9) - "That means Christ fulfilled all righteousness perfectly; and then that righteousness was reckoned to be mine, when I trusted in him. I was counted righteousness. God looked on Christ's perfect righteousness, and he declared me to be righteous with the righteousness of Christ... May Christ be honored for his whole achievement in suffering and dying! Both the work of pardoning our sing, and the work of providing our righteousness. Let us admire him and treasure him and trust him for this great achievement."

To Take Away Our Condemnation (Romans 8:34) - "If the reject us, he accepts us. If they hate us, he loves us. If they imprison us, he sets our spirits free. If they afflict us, he refines us by fire. If they kill us, he makes it a passage to paradise. They cannot defeat us. Christ has died. Christ is rise. We are alive in him. And in him there is no condemnation."

To Abolish Circumcision and All Rituals as the Basis of Salvation (Galatians 5:11, Galatians 6:12) - "The cross means freedom from the enslavement of ritual."

thankful thursdays {24}

3.10.2011


Happy Thursday!
Here's my little list of thankfulness for the week!
Feel free to play along in this little experiment in cultivating thankfulness.
wise friends
much-needed motivation
a chance to catch up on some sleep
a beautiful snow storm, followed by bluebird days
the light that turned red & allowed a few more minutes to finish a great song
knocking out some major projects/exams for the semester
stories of God's amazing faithfulness
swapping stories with nursing friends
revisiting cherished memories
a fun celebration at red iguana
catching up with my cousins
little motivational speeches from my parents
an unexpected sister date... much laughter involved
free coffee. good free coffee.
feeling more and more comfortable as a novice nurse


In case you missed out last week, I am making a conscious effort to highlight the amazing peope in my life and write about why I am thankful for them.
This week I'm featuring my Dad!
His birthday was on Wednesday, so I thought he would be a perfect choice to write a little thankfulness list about. I love you and am thankful for you, daddy!

{haha... this picture was taken on his birthday. one of the MANY things I love about my dad is his love for homies! he's just the greatest!}

surrender

3.09.2011


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Alright, now for the question of what to give up for Lent... I have played out all the obvious choices in my mind (caffeine, sweets, technology), and all of them seem... I don't know, just kind of small. Not that it's bad to give those things up, I just mean that none of them really have a huge grip on me right now. But as I've thought more on the topic, I do know of something that my heart and mind have been fixed upon - the future. Dreams, excitement, questions, lists, resumes, desires, anxieties... it's all been swimming through this little noggin' of mine. And, in complete honesty, it's been producing some ugly things like doubt and mistrust and fear and worry. So, for Lent this year...

I am giving up my future (+ all that is wrapped up in it)

I shared this thought with my sweet friend Shannon (who just so happens to be visiting me in t-minus 7 days). She too is preparing to graduate and has a whole lot of uncertainty about what life is going to look like after May. With the hope of surrendering our futures to the Lordship of Christ, we concocted up a little plan to put our hope into action. Here's the detailed scheme we came up with:
  1. I will not allow myself to ruminate on thoughts/plans/worries about the future
  2. I will not write one list in preparation for the future (i'm a chronic list maker, okay?!)
  3. When a thought about the future does enter my mind, I will briefly write a letter to the Lord in a spirit of submission... Getting the thought out of my mind, onto a piece of paper, and into the hands of God. It will be a running letter - or string of letters - for the next 40+ days.
  4. The job hunt will cease and I will commit to praying for God's will to be done and for His provision in the days ahead. When you're fasting from something for long periods of time, it's common to break on Sabbaths, so I will block out one day a week where I will allow myself to search and apply for jobs, if needed and not it excess (while still working on maintaining an attitude of faith and trust).
  5. I will not discuss my future/plans with other people (So, please hold all questions)
  6. I will meditate on Proverbs 19:21 daily ("Many are the plans in a person's heart, but it is the purpose of the Lord that prevails")
I'm not entirely sure what to expect, but I'm just feeling like this is what I'm supposed to surrender during this season. As Shannon so eloquently wrote, "it's basically declaring that God will show up and completely direct the job search [and our futures]. We'll be able to look back an use this a story of God's faithfulness and provision (hopefully) and know He did it all." Amen - that is our hope. To be sure, our intent is not to set our futures aside in order to seek His blessings upon them. Rather, our intent is to set our futures aside in order to seek HIM, all the while trusting that he is working everything out for our good and His glory.

How about you... do you recognize Lent? What are you giving up? I would love to hear about it!

p.s. Sorry for the double post today... don't worry, I don't intent to make a habit of it.
p.p.s. If you didn't get a chance to celebrate Shrove Tuesday, you should definitely think about celebrating in retrospect! I mean, who doesn't love pancake day?!?!

Lent (part 1)


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Today is Ash Wednesday, marking the beginning of a season called Lent.
Growing up, other than a few friends whining about not eating candy for a month, I never really heard much about Lent. I have had a chance to learn a lot more about it over the past couple of years. Lent is a season devoted to focusing on the beauty of the cross and preparing for Easter. It is a time of self examination, taking an honest look at what hinders the flow of God's spirit in our hearts and lives. Thomas Merton puts it this way,
"The purpose of Lent is not only expiation, to satisfy the divine justice, but above all a preparation to rejoice in His love. And this preparation consists in receiving the gift of His mercy - a gift which we receive insofar as we open our hearts to it. Casting out what cannot remain in the same room with mercy. Now one of the things we must cast out first of all is fear. Fear narrows the little entrance to our heart. It shrinks up our capacity to love. It freezes up our power to give ourselves. If we were terrified of God as an inexorable judge, we would not confidently await His mercy or approach Him trustfully in prayer. Our peace and our joy in Lent are a guarantee of grace."
As I walk through the next 40 days of Lent, I am going to be reading through John Piper's book, The Passion of Jesus Christ. I snagged this little book at a thrift store a few months back and rediscovered it a few days ago. As I was thumbing through its pages, I noticed that it covers 50 different reasons why Christ suffered and died. In the introduction, Piper writes, "When all is said and done, the most crucial question is: Why? Why did Christ suffer and die Not why in the sense of cause, but why in the sense of purpose. What did Christ achieve by his passion? Why did he have to suffer so much? What great thing was happening on Calvary for the world?"

I hope you will read along as I explore the answers to these questions. Each week during the next 40 days or so, I will do my best to post a handful of reasons and excerpts from the book as I make my way through. Here is the first bunch:

Christ suffered & died...


To absorb the wrath of God (Galatians 3:13, Romans 3:25, 1 John 4:10) - "God removes His wrath by providing a substitute. The substitute is provided by God himself. The substitute, Jesus Christ, does not just cancel the wrath; he absorbs it and diverts it from us to himself. God's wrath is just, and it was spent, not withdrawn."

To please His Heavenly Father (Isaiah 53:10, Ephesians 5:2) - "But what is most astonishing about this substitution of Christ for sinners is that it was God's idea... On the one hand, the suffering of Christ is an outpouring of God's wrath because of sin. But on the other hand, Christ's suffering is a beautiful act of submission and obedience to the will of the Father."

To learn obedience and be perfected (Hebrews 5:8, Hebrews 2:10) - "The point is this: If the Son of God had gone from incarnation to the cross without a life of temptation and pain to test high righteousness and his love, he would not be a suitable Savior for fallen man. His suffering not only absorbed the wrath of God. It also fulfilled his true humanity and made him able to call us brothers and sister."

To achieve His own resurrection from the dead (Hebrews 13:20-21) - "What the death of Christ accomplished was so full and so perfect that the resurrection was the reward and vindication of Christ's achievement in death... The point is not that the resurrection is the price paid for our sins. The point is that the resurrection proves that the death of Jesus is an all-sufficient price."

To show the wealth of God's love and grace for sinners (Romans 5:7-8, John 3:16, Ephesians 1:7) - "There is only one explanation for God's sacrifice for us. It is not us. It is "the riches of his crace." It is all free. It is not a response to our worth. It is the overflow of his infinite worth. In fact, that is what divine love is in the end: a passion to enthrall undeserving sinners, at great cost, with what will make us supremely happy forever, namely, his infinite beauty."

To show His own love for us (Ephesians 5:2, Ephesians 5:25, Galatians 2:20) - "Surely this is the way we should understand the sufferings and death of Christ. They have to do with me. They are about Christ's love for me personally. It is my sin that cuts me off from God, not sin in general. In is my hard-heartedness and spiritual numbness that demean the worth of Christ."

To cancel the legal demands of the law against us (Colossians 2:13) - "What a folly it is to think that our good deeds may one day outweigh our bad deeds. There is no salvation by balancing records. There is only salvation by canceling records. The record of our bad dees, along with the just penalties that each deserves, must be blotted out -- not balanced. This is what Christ suffered and died to accomplish."

Tozer Tuesday

3.08.2011


Okay, that was one of the worst titles I have used in awhile... excuse it and and check out this quote (i promise, it makes up for my lack of ingenuity today)
"The best thing is neither to seek nor avoid troubles but to follow Christ and take the bitter with the sweet as it may come. Whether we are happy or unhappy at any given time is not important. That we be in the will of God is all that matters. We may safely leave with him the incident of heartache or happiness. He will know how much we need of either or both." - A.W. Tozer

thankful thursdays {23}

3.03.2011


Happy Thursday!
I hope you have had a fabulous week... Hold on, Friday is a-comin' for you!

Here's my list of thankfulness for the week...
Baking scones with Kaitlyn & T-face
Spending a Saturday afternoon reading (just for fun)
Lessons in Biblical financial stewardship
Watching Jake's stellar performance of 'The Bema Seat'
A fabulous Sunday dinner with the fam
Incredibly humbling experiences on BMT
Performing my first Bone Marrow Transplant (oh, wow!)
Girl Scout cookies (sabotaging my healthy diet, but they're so good!)
Discovering Kari Jobe (check out this song)
My car was broken into (again), BUT nothing was stolen!
Unlikely friendships that have richly blessed my life
Doctors that have managed to escape the "god-complex"
Silly voice mails that make me smile
Being mentored by one of the coolest ladies around
peace about the future
&
a God who is so incredibly faithful!

Now for something NEW!


I've been realizing over the past few weeks that I spend more time being thankful for things (like my electric blanket and morning coffee) than for the characters that grace this story of mine. And that's just not okay... so I'm adding a new element to my weekly little project in cultivating thankfulness. Each week I will be highlighting one of these different characters from my life and writing a quick little something about why I am thankful for them. This week's feature: one of my best friends in this whole wide world,
Christina


This chica has been such an incredible blessing in my life. We met when we were 9 years old at Vacation Bible School and grew up going to the same youth group. She was really shy, and so was I. She was into soccer and I was into swimming. We both remember thinking that the other person was real cool, but somehow from 9 to 18 our relationship mainly consisted of a quick, "Hey, how are you?" on Sunday mornings.

We ended up going to the same college and decided to be suite mates our freshman year. We both went into that year pretty broken from brutal high school relationships, but found genuine friendship in one another. Looking back, it is so fun to see how both of us kind of came alive in the strength and love and encouragement that we found in each other. What can I say? I am just SO incredibly blessed by her... From that freshman year until now, we have basically been inseparable. We have been roomies throughout college and have had the privilege of sharing life's joys and pains.

Christina is one of the sweetest people you will ever meet. She has a deep passion for the Lord and is always encouraging me in my faith. Her counsel is wise and she truly does live a life of love... I could go on and on. I am just so humbled and blessed by her presence in my life. God has truly given me a precious gift with our friendship. I'll quit my babbling now and leave you with a little list of things I love about her...